Life's simple pleasures.

Today was a brilliant day.

One of many yet to come, because as the weather improves, so will everything else. Well that's what siv says, something about "the weather reflects your mood".

Well, around 11.30ish i made my way to the park to celebrate kirra's birthday, the day was "AWESOMELY EPIC" as kirra would describe it.

I learnt many things today... one of them being that you can marinate steaks with barbecue sauce and it works quite well. I also learnt that you probably shouldn't sit on the floor with wet, faded denim shorts, they'll stain. Brad also tried to teach me to pole dance...fail.
The kid's a monkey i tell you, its not normal.

i ALSO learnt, that when wet, metal can be REALLY slippery, so try not to run on it, you might just end up on the floor with a bruised ass and hip aswell as a bleeding elbow...Thankgod amy knows first aid.

Also on the list of things i've learnt today are:
- Brad thinks Amy C has big boobs. I qoute: " Have Amy's boobs always been that big?"
- White t-shirts have a tendency to go transparent when wet...
- There are frogs in the toilets at Western Sydney Regional Park
- Carbonated soft drinks clean barbecues well.
- That water and electricity don't mix
- Brad can jump REALLY high.
- Serbs don't like rowdy teens.
- My dad has a sense of fashion
- Ryan can walk from Green Valley to the Bossley park entrance of Western Sydney Regional park in 3 hours
- Kirra doesn't know which way green valley is.

LOL! i just remembered after brad, britty, ryan and i can't remember who else, went for a bush walk and came back with 'souvenirs' and ryan goes " i found [insert name of extremely skinny unliked person here] 's remains! *holds up tiny twig*" LOL that kid is hilarious. And when he found some unknown fruit he goes "I FOUND AN ABORIGINAL HAND GRENADE!" ah that kid is awesome (H)

So the day pretty much consisted of tanning, epic stacks on metal sheets resulting in sliced elbows, limbo, brad jumping up over a streamer about 1.5 meters in the air, kirra having cupcake all over her, even down her top ;] and other such random acts that make you feel awesome about yourself.

I can honestly say, that for the 5 hours i was there at that park, i was carefree. I wasn't worrying about the exams i had on in less than a week, i wasn't stressing over what my mom was going to say when i got home, i didn't give a shit that my singlet was see through and that the whole park knew i had a purple bra on. I didn't care. I was geniunely happy.

I pity those people who are unable to find happiness in all the small things in life, and are constantly looking for flaws within others just to make themselves feel better about their own.
I honestly feel sorry for them. There is NO way they can truly say that they're happy with themselves. That they're happy with the choices they've made and the things they've done to both themselves and those around them.

I've realised now that its not worth getting all cut up over something a person like that has done to you. Anger and seeking revenge may seem like what they deserve, but it's pity they really need.
And yes, i am referring to a specific individual.

I cannot believe i actually bothered to try to prove myself wrong. First impressions are ussually right. I should've just trusted my instinct.
I was stupid to try and change you, or to even think that there was more to you than that self absorbed, self depreciating wanker facade.

At least i'm willing to and able to admit my mistakes. Swallow your pride mother fucker and be honest, to yourself at least. You're only cheating yourself.

Nothing but a rotting soul, struggling to escape.

Anywho, i'm not one to live in the past. I've moved on, and so should you.

Australasians tomorrow! I might actually buy that new pair of dance shoes i've been needing for a while now...i won't be the slightest bit surprised if my heel snaps off whilst doing the splits tomorrow. Ah well, shit happens, 'the show must go on'.

time to get hot, wet and steamy (aka shower, for those of you who might've been thinking something else...)

`till next time,
Have fun, play it safe, keep it sexy.
-silent-j