Silently.

I love that song.

Right, lets get stuck into it.
If you're anti-bitching/ranting/venting on blogs, close the window. (but do check later when i put something normal up)
But if you're up for listening to me bitch/rant/vent about particular homosapiens in my life. Read on.

Last night, i went to caleb's 18th birthday party. And yes, Mom, there was alcohol present, and No mom, i did not drink and become a slutty drunk. Nor am i Gay.

Ok none of that made sense. But i needed to say it.

hypocrite

• noun a person who is given to hypocrisy
Hypocrisy
•an expression of agreement that is not supported by real conviction
•insincerity by virtue of pretending to have qualities or beliefs that you do not really have

Now, i wouldn't want anybody in particular to take this blog as a personal attack, because it's not. This is purely an expression of my thoughts and views and is not directed at anyone in particular.

Ok, so this is really cliched (i'm sorry Gordon) but i needa say it.

So you have an issue with me? That's good for you, because i quite frankly do not give a shit. And i don't really think anyone else does.
OH except maybe those pathetic people i once used to call my friends, to whom you've given the title to oh so quickly and with such pride too.

I don't agree with the things you do most of the time and i don't like the way you are. But i just can't seem to keep my mouth shut about it. I dislike the type of person you are.
So quick to judge, yet you seem to throw a tantrum if anyone dare make an assumption as to what you're like, what you've done and how you behave.
Not to mention how terribly wrong you are.

You have no substance. No morals. Nothing to live by. Nothing to live for really.

You're 'depressed, messed up, unstable' or so you say. But really, you're nothing short of pathetic. In every possible way. I don't like you. I never have. And i don't think i ever really will. Not just because of an incident, but because you are you.

yes, can you believe it? What am i turning into? I'm turning against someone because they're being themselves? No. because they don't know who they are, and aren't bothering to find out. You're lazy. So lazy that you're content with being someone you're not, jsut so you don't have to go through the tears, pain and heartbreak of finding out who you really are.

i think i speak for more than just myself when i say this.

I now think about it...someone once told me that you can't dislike a person without a geniune reason. i think it was my mom... Anyway, i can. I have many reasons, little, seemingly insignificant things that i believe are sufficient in supporting my dislike.

And this is the bit where i make myself sound superior to you.


...but i'm better than that.

I don't like you. (i think that's about the 9712831237129381685780th time i've said that)
I don't like those around you.
I don't like the way you walk or talk... *giggles at the thought of the walk and the talk*
I don't like the way you shoot everyone's ideas down thinking yours are the best.
I don't like your ability to LIE and be so pretentious.
I especially hate your ability to one moment hate a person, completely and utterly and the next have this new formed friendship that's apparently 'unbreakable'.
Go fuck yourself Tramp.
OH! and did i mention that i hate the way you dress? Well i do.

Like i said, I don't believe i'm only speaking for myself here. I'm certain at least another individual thinks the same.

"I find it horrible how this individual can initially hate ones guts, can now resort to bitching about you when you have done nothing of harm to them and have always tried to help them. And when they do something that isn't exactly something to be proud of, they BOAST as if it's some kind of achievement. Hypocritical. Not a term they should use to describe others, they wear it too well to share. Sharing is not their style."

ugh, i'm so sick of you, i've lost my appetite to blog.

Promise the next one should be better. I'll be fake tanning (again) so that should be something to talk about, also, my Baba comes back on the 19th so that's pretty exciting stuff, i won't be sleeping in anymore. Then there's the Age Day...that might be interesting. And of course, the day to day melodrama. I'll try and keep this thing up to date, but its kinda difficult with my busy schedule, school work and vast, active and alcohol induced social life. *sarcasm intended*

Back to chemistry.

have fun, play it safe, and keep it god damn sexy.

-silent-j