I'm sorry I can't say the same about you.

You win some, you lose some.

It’s kinda sad that in writing this, I’ve typed it as a continuation onto my economics studynotes, which I have absolutely no motivation to complete. They should sell Motivation by the kilo, someone would make a lot of money.
So school today, 23 days to go. It’s all going by so quickly, I wish I could slow this down a little, so I can savor it all, but at the same time, I want it to be over with as soon as possible. I’m over spending time thinking about how I should be studying, and not actually doing it. Then it’s even worse afterwards, thinking about all that time you’ve wasted, thinking I could’ve or I should’ve.
Aside from my depleting motivation, lots of things are happening around me. Formal, graduation, final exams etc. Busy time, I should be excited about this all, but I’m not.

Last night, I attended my first ever school disco. After much hesitation in deciding what to wear, I ended up going looking like a dag, but I didn’t really give a shit. I had a good time. Lots of dancing (LOL) sweating, jumping around like retards, and LOL-ing at certain individuals. Nonetheless, most people looked amazing, Amy, Julie, Anita, Caroline and Burcu, KUDOS! You guys definitely dressed to impress, as usual J.

Following a great night, came the ‘morning after’ day. All I wanna do, is party. Screw the HSC, screw those around me. I just want to dress up, drive around, and dance. *sigh* Soon enough, I’ll have all the time in the world to do so, but for now, I need to focus. I need to get myself together, and study my fat ass off and do my best in these final exams. I’ve been slacking off all year, time to get into gear.

All that self thought has been kinda motivating…I think I’ll go finish those notes now…

‘til next time,

Have fun, play it safe, keep it sexy.

-silentj